Did anyone ever tell you weren't good enough?
I was very lucky to have grown up in a supportive family and have been surrounded by people who respected me my whole life. When I was 13 or 14 years of age, I read the Musashi Saga novels by Eiji Yoshikawa, and it had such an impact on me as person. I decided from that point on I would live a life of skill acquisition, to constantly try to understand and improve upon everything I did, and through that self improvement, define for myself a life well lived. I know what I am capable of, and what I need to improve on. I know I still have a lot of room for growth in this life!
How can you stay focused on your goal?
This is one of the biggest challenges of being an animator who does almost all the work myself. How to keep motivated, how to let go of something and move on to the next step, and how to finish something I started? For me it comes down to experience and planning. Experience allows me to look ahead of what I’m doing so I know how important each step is and when I should move on. Planning allows me to structure a production so I can realistically achieve it in the time that I set for myself. The other trick I use it just to start. It’s the hardest thing to do sometimes, but once I do, I tend to lose myself in the work. So set a plan, start, and do it over and over and over again until you get where you need to be.
Have you ever had a breakdown because of your Job?
I am not the type to ever have a breakdown, but I did get a bit burnt out about earlier in my career. I was working in the visual effects industry in Vancouver, and we were working sixteen hours a day, six or seven days a week for years and years and years. We drove ourselves, because we loved doing the work, we learned so much every day, and we received many honours and awards for doing what we did. But after ten years of that I just felt tired, so I took a few years off and travelled to see more of the world. When I came back, I knew I needed to make a change and put more time and effort into creating my own works and develop myself into the artist I wanted to be. After all these years I am still making my way towards that goal!
Talent is a blessing or a curse?
I believe true talent comes from practice and can be fostered and developed over time. I would generally consider this a blessing, as it gives purpose to life, and it allows us to accomplish many wonderful things. I can see how some could consider it a curse though. I have had friends who shown talent and achieved early success, and people respected them for it. But they got to a point where they were afraid of doing anything new in fear of failure, afraid people would think less of them, and thus stopped doing what they were doing. They would rather be remembered as great than allow themselves to grow and develop, even if that meant failure in the eyes of others. I think this is a bit sad, as the only way to truly fail is to not try.
What would you like to improve about yourself as a director?
I have so much I need to improve about myself, haha! Everything I do can be done better. I need to be a better storyteller, a better visual artist, a better creator, and a better director. I know that the only way to improve myself is just to work, and to struggle, and to finish, and to move on to the next project. And over time I will get better. I will try to continue to improve in this way until the very last of my days.
What's the worst critique you have received?
I have been extremely lucky to get mostly positive critiques of my work so far, or at the very least constructive critiques, which I also consider positive. I can only remember one negative critique I received years and years ago for my short film “A Tiny Tiney”. I can’t remember it perfectly, but I think the person was confused about the film and thought it was stupid. I just shrugged at the time. I generally welcome all critiques, both good and bad, because it gives me insight on how my work is perceived by a spectrum of people. I can use these insights to help me be a better storyteller and engage a wider range of audience. Film is a medium of communication, and it goes both ways.
If you weren't a director, what would you like to be?
If I did not create animated films, I would spend my time on cinematography or photography, or I would be a novelist. But if I didn’t work as a storyteller, I think I would enjoy being a Consulate General working at an embassy somewhere around the world, helping to bringing people of different cultures together. If not that than a kayak guide or diving instructor, or some type of skill-based instructor would be great!
If cinema was a Color, what would it be?
Sepia tone! Having studied and taught the science of colour theory to many art students over the years this is an interesting question to me. I would change my answer by the decades. Sepia for classic films pre-1940s, red for the 1950s, brown for the 1960s, blue for the 1970s, pink for the 1980s, purple for the 1990s, green for the 2000s, grey for the 2010s and so far, teal for the 2020s. Fun!